once eagain, shit has happened(tm). i made the horrible decision of trying to switch my antidepressant, which has led to me having a near complete meltdown.

i dont know, man. i said i wouldnt air all my problems out on the internet, but its getting hard. im just tired. i keep having panic attacks that last for hours, something i wouldnt wish upon my worst enemy. i lie there on the couch for hours at a time thinking im going to puke and/or die.

oh, well. play the cards im given. im going back to therapy soon and am on a higher dose of my antipsychotic, so hopefully that works out for me.

thats about all. i just wanted to complain, lol.